Naomi Aisaka


Photography by rocky wu
                                                                                          30th Oct 2009, Ocean Beach
 

Last day of the October, I had a photo shoot at the Ocean Beach.
Preparation one hour before the photo shoot, that is what I used to
do. In the morning, it was so foggy. I wasn't expected the sun come
out at all. I found three locations on the beach, but this nice pic was
took somewhere else. I like it. Thanks for the sun, I had to change
the plan. However, this photo shoot was fast. For me this was a
little practice to keep my skill up. Everytime you work hard on some-
thing, you gonna get something. I like this photo. Happy for today.

Last week, on Thursday I helped a customer to make prints out of some old time black and white negative film.
After she saw all the photos on the counter, she cried right in front of me. I know nothing to do, but stood there
just give her a little smile. A smile that mean, "I understand."

I worked in this place almost one year. I think is time to move on. This lady really made my story in this little
30 years old photo lab completed.

Right now, I really feel I have not much left. Everything I know all just little bit... I used to travel a lot. Small one 
... big one, I just travel. Enjoying go out. That was my childhood, kind of, because I was spending my parents
money. After started working, I have to learn how to change my life style, to fulfil a condition of become a man.
I believe this is just a process. In this process I dont have much choices. All I have to do is hang in there and wait
for the chance. I really want to know do I have fun now? I used to feel my name Rocky Wu mean happy and just
happy. Now I feel little bit I need to earn it.

My dad said, "If you never experience the sadness, how can you laugh so bright and brilliant (燦爛)."
So I won't disappointed how I feel right now. Because "Everything will past". (From a Chinese movie call 斗牛)

This song I want to share the name of it mean "It Think About My."

Augest was long

Welcome Sept, finally. A new month. Once again.. I am glad I have
a habit, writing my diary. Because of that I can feel the Months are passing...

The first week of Sept. Long weekend. Nothing to do. No plan no
motive to plan.. Taking some stroll everyday. I knew I gonna meet 
someone I know on the street. Yea I did. Which was pretty good.
But during the stroll by myself was very good too.

After everyone are gone (for some reasons). I really have some time
and space to think. Just like the sediments deposit to the bottom.
Then you can see it clear like a bottle of water. It is so hard to avoid 
the impurities get into my life. But I can let it settle down. Just need
my space, my own self time.

Little bit feel lonely too, this weekend. Well, I do have a better,
clear picture in my head now, like I have a clean water in my cup
right now. So, it is good, and it was a nice weekend indeed.